Archive for the ‘Ballad’ Category

16
Feb

Limping Over The Line

Posted by: Edward Clark

Alright. It’s been a long while since I finished the Ballad of Iron Percy, and I’ve been working on the sequel to that novel ever since. I finished the rough draft of it shortly after the last recorded episode of the original series went live. If you are one of my half-dozen fans, then you’re probably aware that that was a long time ago, and that the work has been in limbo for that entire time.

I can’t really offer anything other than excuses as to why. There were the usual stresses like my job and studies, yes, but there was also a personal tragedy in my life that’s knocked my girlfriend and I out over the last several months. I would love to be able to point to that as the reason for my tardiness, but the truth is that I was way behind schedule before we’d even received the first hint of bad news at home.

Bringing this manuscript to its current draft has been a tortuous nightmare of delays and procrastination. I feel like I have simply not had the time to devote, and that other issues in my life have taken precedence. My writing has suffered as a result, too, because I’ve been unwilling to move onto my next project until I finish this one. I’ve written a couple of shorts in the meantime – some of which I’m actually quite proud of – but these are a poor substitute for the larger projects when it comes to actually chasing my writing goals. I’ve found it impossible to shake the feeling that if I want to be a novelist, then I need to be writing novels. I’ve felt as though I’m losing touch with my dream, and that’s a scary-effing-notion.

But it’s coming close to done. At last, after months of slow work, I’m coming up on the end of this thing. It can finally go to my beta readers, so they can glare at me and ask me what the hell I was thinking while I sputter my thanks and apologies before taking their suggestions on board for another breathtaking round of revision. This should be an exciting time, but right now, I just feel mentally exhausted.

When I finished the Ballad of Iron Percy, I was on the verge of graduating from college. The ceremony wasn’t for another week and a half or so, and I decided that I’d spend that entire time editing. The two-hundred-thousand-word manuscript would be in its first draft by the end of that time, and why not? It wasn’t as if I had anything better to do. And you know what? I fucking did it. Less than two weeks, and I’d taken my godawful mess of a first novel off of the streets, checked it into the YMCA, and cleaned it up until it was just presentable enough for its first interviews. It felt fantastic to print this thing out for the first time – like I was taking a significant step into my own shining future. I just knew that everything would be rainbows, unicorns, and blowjobs going ahead. I knew it, man.

Now, looking back on that ten days of frantic, gleeful effort, I scratch my head and wonder just how in the hell I pulled it off without a fistful of Adderall and an endless well of black coffee. Had I gone through some sort of manic episode? Had I made some kind of Faustian pact this time around? In reality, it was a combination of being incredibly excited to ‘finish,’ being absolutely convinced that editors and agents would fall over themselves to sign me once I got this baby out, and being in a new place with nothing else to do for all that time.

Still, looking back, it seems like a superhuman feat. By contrast, editing this new book felt like trying to escape from Shawshank with nothing but a rock hammer, some pinup girl posters, and some sagely advice delivered by Morgan Freeman. It wasn’t exciting. It was grueling, and it took me several months of on-off chipping away to finish the job. And really, if I’m honest, I’m not even done. This was the first pass. I’ve taken my treasured manuscript out back and hosed him off to get the most obvious dirt off, but I still need to get him a haircut and a new outfit and I don’t even know if the Y has room.

I don’t know why I couldn’t just do what I did for my first book. Maybe I felt a little cynical about it this time, or maybe it’s just harder to summon the gumption when you have to work for a living on top of it. But I do know that something has to change. I’m excited to get back to actual writing and have a new book rattling away in my mind, just itching to get out. I’m thrilled to be able to pass this one to my beta readers, so I can get some real feedback and start making this pile of paragraphs into something resembling an actual novel. But I know I need to come up with a new way to refine my editing process, or I will probably never make it as a proper writer.

There’s a lesson in this somewhere, and I am determined to find it. I need to sit down with a notebook and a pot of coffee – perhaps a bottle of beer or two if it’s late – and figure out some way to fit my dream into the reality of my working life.

Well, it’s been a while since V and I finished posting the Ballad. It’s an entirely new experience for me. It’s not that I’ve never finished a project before, but rather that I’ve never finished one so large and put it in front of so many potential viewers. I said when I first started out that this was an attempt to reach an audience far larger than I’ve ever tried to hit before, but I don’t think that really hit me until a few days after the book was ‘complete.’ My reaction to it was not exactly what I anticipated.

There was a brief high of achievement. I had a completed audiobook! I’d done it! Work on the Ballad of Iron Percy was over for now.

I was elated. For like two days. It was a huge high, but I suspected that it would eventually end. Indeed, sooner than I expected, I’d sobered up. Thinking about how we finished the job no longer really feels good. Thinking ‘it’s over!’ no longer brings about glee. Instead, I am forced to ask the frightening question which inevitably comes after any declaration of ‘Finished!’ That is, ‘What comes next?’

Next, I cross my fingers and hope the post-complete boost in listeners is enough to sustain a larger ripple in the Podiobooks pond and get me enough attention to the book to sustain interest until we start releasing the second one.

Next, I bask in the praise of those who enjoyed it without reservation.

Next, I weather the criticism of those who have some of it to offer.

After that, I keep going. I finish the sequel’s rough draft and start my third project – a sci-fi novel I’m currently calling ‘Tin Ballerina’ as a working title. I try to find ways to raise interest about the Ballad, get a plan to get the word out, and implement it.

On Praise and Criticism, I can take it. I think. Everybody likes to hear good, nobody likes to hear the bad. Writers are often sensitive and can take criticism pretty personally, and I am no exception to this. It’s only natural to recoil from it and get defensive, even if you know it’s neither helpful nor mature. I’m resolved to learn what I can from any ‘bad’ things people have to say – if I want to become a professional, I’ll probably have to develop a thicker skin. Now’s a good time to start working on that. I do want to know what people think. My greatest fear is not meeting a few misgivings that people have about the script I wrote, but rather meeting empty, apathetic silence.

That’s the easy part, though. All I need to do is endure and learn. The tough part is figuring out how to proceed with the Ballad now that the writing and editing is over. I do indeed have a completed podiobook, and I need to know how to get more people to listen to it. While the Ballad was being released, I had 300-500 listeners working through it at varying paces. This never ceased to amaze me. After all, I was a total unknown to almost all of them, and there are a huge number of titles on Podiobooks to choose from. These were 300 or so people who read my blurb on the site and decided to give it a whirl without knowing anything at all about me, and for whatever reason, they stuck with me for 46 chapters. This mentality is a mystery to me – I’m fairly discriminating with the books I read and will generally choose to invest my time only in novels and authors that come with a recommendation from a trusted friend. I expected other people to do basically the same thing, and so did not expect to get so many listeners right away. It was a pleasant surprise, and I am grateful for every one of them. They were the First Wave.

The Second Wave consists of the folks who subscribed after the book was listed as Complete. Can’t really blame them for waiting – as I said, I’m a total unknown and they didn’t know what to expect from my script. Besides, it’s what I would have done. At this point, some of those folks will have finished, some will still be going at it, and others will have lost interest and dropped it.

I don’t think there will be a Third Wave – not a surge of new listeners, but perhaps a trickle of them if I’m lucky and work to get more. Yet what can I do? Other than word-of-mouth, what can I do to put it out there and pick up new audience members? A serious question. I’m genuinely curious to hear suggestions on the matter, especially from anyone who’s tried it.

At this point, the book and all links to it have fallen off the front page of Podiobooks, so I think it’s unlikely that people will stumble across it on the site at random. For whatever reason, The Ballad of Iron Percy did not make the grade as a staff selection pick, so it’s not going to get a link on the home page again anytime soon. I need to be active in advertising for the book, and I don’t know what works and what doesn’t.

I find the writing easier than the pimping. I don’t think I’m the only one. I’m open to any and all ideas about how to get started. Has anyone tried paid-for ads for their work on Facebook, or on Project Wonderful, something like that? If so, results?

15
Oct

Fin

Posted by: Edward Clark

Well, ’tis done. The Ballad of Iron Percy is complete on Podiobooks.com!

It’s been a while since we first started in April. We upped the release schedule and have been pretty good about keeping to it and putting out two episodes a week. Veronica and I haven’t completely kept our promise to release on time every week – we ended up losing a lot of work as V. upgraded her studio, and we struggled in the beginning with a few global errors in the earlier recordings thanks to hiccups with her new setup. By and large, however, I think we’ve done a good job sticking to the plan and getting quality content out on time. I’m extremely pleased with how this turned out. It’s my hope that now that the Ballad is complete, we’ll continue to pick up listeners from the pool of audiophiles who don’t subscribe until a book is listed as Complete. I’m hoping that interest in Pandemona and her adventures in Jucata will snowball a bit until we’re in a position to start releasing the sequel in a few months.

If you care – and I don’t know why you’d still be reading this if you didn’t – the sequel’s rough draft is pretty darned close to complete. I expect to sit on it for a while and get to work on another project before I begin the revision process. It will probably be another few months after that before it’s ready to release, as it can take a while for beta readers to get back to me with feedback and longer still for me to act on that feedback. Still, the point is that the next book in the series is most of the way done. It’s hard to put a date on its eventual release at this point, but vague projections lay at ‘more than two and less than six months from now.’

I’m not sure how many books will be in the series in total – at least three, maybe four. My characters have many more adventures to embark upon and challenges to overcome. So, stay tuned. There is much more to come.

I must offer thanks to my voice actress and producer, the highly talented Veronica Giguere. Without her effort and attention, The Ballad of Iron Percy would not be available as a podcast novel. The idea would never have occurred to me, and even if it had, my voice certainly wouldn’t be able to give life to Pandemona’s story in the same way. Veronica is very well suited to the role. I feel that a lot of the time, her voice makes the work sound better than the writing allows. I am extraordinarily grateful to have her ability and expertise tied to this project.

I am also grateful to have her guidance and friendship. I spend a lot of time wandering through the savage jungle of the Internet, and I’ve met a lot of people here in my ambling. I’ve met a bunch of cool people as well as (it must be said) a surprising number of emotionally unstable weirdos. Veronica is by far one of the best relationships I’ve managed to forge online. She’s optimistic, intelligent, driven, and incredibly nice. She believes in people and wants them to succeed, and she is willing to divert her own time and energy to her friends. I know that this has led to some instances of incredible frustration for her, but it also makes her the sort of person who means what she says and is willing to turn idle musings into action. I’ve found that this is incredibly rare in other neophyte creatives, so talking to her often results in a fresh and badly-needed injection of optimism into my outlook.

V’s trying to do an awful lot with her life right now – aside from the writing and voiceovers, she’s studying for her Ph. D., raising three children, and working a full-time job. I wish her luck and success in all of these pursuits. Truth is, though, she doesn’t need Luck. She’s got Skill.

I’d also like to thank the beta readers that have given me the best and most expansive feedback – Rebecca James, Ruth Quiles, and (again) Veronica Giguere.

I’d also like to thank Twitter users and fellow bloggers who have helped us get the word out about The Ballad of Iron Percy – @MorganElektra, @dsobkowiak, @Nobilis, @Melzer, and others I might have missed. Thanks to those who hosted the promo clip and to the Creative Alliance for allowing Veronica to do some live readings, too.

Thanks to anyone who took the time to rate and comment on the story at Podiobooks/iTunes as it progressed. I checked these obsessively, and each one brightened my day and made me smile. Here’s hoping the Goddess of the Veil sends some Happy your way.

Thank you, listeners, for lending us your ears. I certainly hope you’ve enjoyed the story thus far and can promise more to come.

- Edward Clark

11
May

The Challenge of Sequels

Posted by: Edward Clark

I’m currently writing the sequel to the Ballad of Iron Percy.

Writing a book is hard. I learned this the first time through. It requires a sustained commitment and constant effort over an extended period of time. You have to have the discipline and determination to keep writing long after the Muse decides her own work is done – she doesn’t like to stick around in one place for too long and you need to keep working when she decides to find someone else for a while. I found it was a process that took several months of prolonged effort, but I also found that I could do it. I can write a book!  Huzzah!

But can I write a sequel?

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30
Apr

The Ballad of Iron Percy audiobook is now live!

Posted by: Edward Clark

Well, the day’s finally come! The Ballad of Iron Percy’s first chapters are up on podiobooks, and my work is at last available for public scrutiny.

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26
Apr

Friday release date?

Posted by: Edward Clark

Podiobooks has mentioned me on Twitter, release date this Friday. It’s basically in their control now – V and I have uploaded everything and are waiting for them to put it out. Since they’re the ones saying it, I’m guessing Friday’s a good bet!

Also, it’s now a Facebook event, although the text is not formatted at all. Will pester V to do that later.

Check it and spread the word!

2
Apr

balladofironpercy.com is live!

Posted by: Edward Clark

After much learning, writing, coding, and necessary hair-pulling, www.balladofironpercy.com is now live! Now my plan to conquer the world can proceed.